Anybody want to watch THE HULK and GET SMART with me?????

That's the bad thing of not having a bf.
SIANS!


Felt like taking cab to school today
On the way to school, I was thinking alot.

Relationship,
I can forgo it.
At this age, it's best to have a lot of close guy friends
then to have 1 bf.
(:

Friends,
I love them.
But sometimes, I'm afraid that we might drift apart.
I drifted apart with a lot of friends already.
I thought that they were my closest friends
but in the end, we drifted apart.
Maybe it's because of my attitude towards friends.
I admit that last time, I was bf-orientated.
But now, I ain't.
I realised the importance of friends.
I love them.

Family,
I've got 2 brothers.
But I'm not close to either of them.
The reason being,
my eldest bro is always studying overseas and now working overseas.
My 2nd elder bro is always having gf and he is getting married already. (:
I'm happy for the both of them as they know where they are heading and what they want in life.
As for me?
Haiy. ):
My parents are aging already.
Illnesses coming.
I'm afraid and scared.
I love my family.

Life,
I honestly don't know what is my own objective and goal I want in my life.
Why am I in marketing?
What do I like about marketing?
I don't know.
Why am I so despo about having a bf?
I am enjoying my single life.
I suddenly feel that I've been wasting my life for this 17+ years ding foolish stuff
But am equally glad that I gained experience.
Experience that made me grew stronger.
In the past, I used to face my difficulties/obstacles bravely.
Right now, I try to avoid them as much as possible.
Why is this so?
Is it that last time, problems used to be much simpler then now,
or is it that I am thinking more and harder then last time.
Making everything look/feel so complicated?
Another problem about me
is that I speak without thinking most of the time.
Now the feeling is gone and I feel so stupid not thinking carefully before confessing.
And I made a fool out of myself. ):

So many unans-ed questions.
Who can help me?


I GOT THIS FEELING THAT I JUST GOT SLAPPED LEFT RIGHT FRONT BACK CENTRE LA!


Okay...


I just woke up and am DAMN LAZY now.
Haiy.



SO many things going through my mind,
SO many unans-ed quest.




Afraid.


I've got to rush for my FAOM proj after I wake up.
A REMIMDER FOR ME!


Then, CDS and BOE!
Both deadline this week!


CAN JUST DIE!!!


Fri
Didn't really do much stuff at night. Toh Wee bluff Tina and I down that night saying that there are lots of stuff to do. =.='

In the end, Tina was doing her project while I was just stonning. Hilbert came to kajiao Tina and I. She was so pissed that she used masking tape to tape up his mouth. He removed it with his a little bit of saliva and paste it on my back la! GOSH!

Still said that it was limited edition. =.=!!

THEN... As Eddie was cleaning up the table, he took up the used masking tape and threw it back to the table. I thought that he didn't want to pick it up and I went to use my BARE HANDS to take it up, and REMEMBERING that it had Hilbert's SALIVA!

OMG la! And Tina went around telling lots of ppl. =.=!

I slpt for only 2 hours while TINA SLPT FOR 30 MINS ONLY LA! Zai can!

Sat
CAMPFIRE DAY.

Mrs Wong brought Issac along and we played with him like no tomo! LOL!
He was SO LOVABLE!

Prepared for the campfire and it started at 7+pm.
I WAS SELF-HIGHING.
Slowly, Tina Wei Yi and Amanda HIGH-ED together with me! (:

Well, it was the last campfire in that particular school. SENTIMENTAL night.
Jia Rui showed me a video, I TELL YOU!!! THE GUY'S DANCE MOVE WAS AWESOME! Gosh.

Haiy, too bad Wei Yi couldn't stay overnight. ):

Went to geylang for supper. AND... We walked for quite a while searching for the food store.
IN THE END, we just sat down at this randomly chosen coffee shop for supper.
I was so SUAN-ED by Tina, Jia Rui and Toh Wee. =.=!

It was DURIAN EATING TIME after supper.
Actually, I don't really mind the smell of durian. I just don't like it anymore. WEIRD!
The SUAN-NING continued. This time join-ed by Hui Wen.

They were trying all sorts of way to torture me with the smell la!
GOSH!

I managed to siam all of those. (:
BUT!!!!!!!!
I thought that Toh Wee washed his hands clean so when he was di-siaoing me by wiping his hands on my sleeve, I didn't notice much.
HOWEVER, I SAW THIS SMERGE OF DURIAN ON MY SLEEVE LA!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eddie, Toh Wee, Tina and I went to 7 eleven to buy drinks and headed back to school while the rest went to see 'chicken'. LOL!
I bought Breezel and drank it real quick on the way to school.

I WAS half-DRUNK INFRONT OF, TINA, TOH WEE, EDDIE and KHER MENG LA!!!
MY GOD!!!!! (Tina was still fine, but drunk infront of 3 guys? ><)

I couldn't believe it! I thought that I wasn't drunk at all lo!
IDIOT!

It was just a bottle of 4.8% of alcohol.
I'M WEAK!

They were laughing all the way.

Sun
EVEN THIS MORNING THEY CONTINUE-ED LAUGHING ABT ME BEING DRUNK! =.=!!!

It was real COLD last night when the wind blew la! GOSH!
Slacked around till 10+ 11am.

Tina went home and the rest of us went to have SUBWAY.
I was too tired to talk so I was quite quiet.

Then, HOME-ED.



Finally, some decent slp! (:









I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!
AND I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES I HAD WITH THEM!

I don't want to lose them. (:


Removed my braces this morning. IT FEELS WIERD!

After school went for dance lesson. IT WAS FUN!
The dance instructor was cute and funny!
I envy the way how they dance LA!

Now rushing my draft for CDS.
*YAWNS!*

LUCKY I'M DONE WITH MY FAOM IJ!


Sorry for the very short posts these few days.
Rushing for DEADlines!


I FEEL LIKE BANGING MY HEAD ONTO THE WALL LA!!!!


NO time NO time!
FRI DEADLINE!

1. Bel is so BOBO today!
2. I kept on bullying DA JIE today. =X SORRY!
3. I saw Nelson, Fiona, Kher Meng and Nigel today. WHICH IS SO SELDOM THAT I'LL SEE SO MANY FRIENDS IN A DAY.

Overall, TODAY WAS FUN!


They say that the more you visualise your goal, the more you'll achieve. It is true?










haiy haiy
I falling in deeper and deeper.
I DON'T WANNA!
):


I AM TOO LAZY TO BLOG ABT TODAY!!!

I hope that BEL blogs.
Heh heh heh.


Anything can see BEL'S BLOG!!!
=X


THANKS SISTAS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO WHEELOCK FOR MY DENTAL APPOINTMENT!!!! (:



Haiy, die la!
CB IJ!!!!


It started of as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turn into a quiet thought
Which then turn into a quiet word.

Haiy,
how I wish that this is so not true.


I miss my friends. ):


I AM OFFICIALLY BURNT!



Somehow, I'm lazy to blog about what happened yest and today.
But,
I realised that I spent quite some time alone yest and today.

Yest in orchard,
today in central.



I duno why am I so affected by it. GOSH!
I so wanna school to start soon.
But, projects! =.=


I AM LIKE FREAKING STRESSED NOW LA!
FREAK!!!!!!!

I need a shoulder to rest on.
DAMMIT!

Labels: I need a hug.

His grandmother got admitted into the hospital last night.

I feel like calling him to ask how is she.
But...
HAIY.


Hope that she'll be fine. (:


I JUST WOKE UP LA!!!

WOOHOOO!!! SO SHUANG CAN!!!


Anyways, time to start my CB IJ, FAOM IJ, BOE.
FAINT!

Bel is being wierd now,
first time see her so moody siah. ><
DUNNO HOW TO REACT TO HER LA!


AND AND AND...
I hope that we can go out tomo!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!
Estee and Bel, faster confirm with me!!


Gosh, I miss everyone! GF!!


Feeling lonely
I WANT SCHOOL TO REOPEN LA!!!



I just realised that I've got to do my BOE also. GOSH!
SO LITTLE TIME!!


the grass is always looks greener the other side
seeing so many couples makes me feel so lonely
but I know that I'm not ready for another relationship yet
oh my oh my...



I saw Jerald today at T3! LOL.









Met TINA this morning to sign up for STUDIO WU!
I can't wait for it to start!!

Met Huiling around 12.30 and went to meet the lawyer. (I had to wear semi-formal. =.=)
I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO REACT CAN! ><
So nervous.
Lucky I won't be seeing him anymore. I HOPE!

After that, went to BUGIS to find the rest. CELEBRATING YING'S BDAY TODAY!
Walked around bugis, watched the both SEANs play drum.
=) Nice.

2pm.
Went to TOPONE to sing! Wahahahaha!!!
FUN CAN!
Tze Ming came along then Ying.

Sang happy bday song and
Ying and Sheena started playing with the cream on the bday cake.

TOFU's singing voice is like SUPER NICE LA!
GOSH!

Sang till 6pm and steamboat!
OF COURSE I WENT TO CHANGE!
If not CAN DIE when I STEAMBOAT in SEMI-FORMAL can!!!

Then, HOME-ED. (:


I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!




AM GOING TO CHANGI AIRPORT TOMO TO CHILL WITH BEL!! (:
actually also doing IJs. :P
Sad that kai isn't free tomo. ):











Shall update photos ANOTHER DAY! (:


I want to go to Changi Airport and chill with my friends.

Labels: I want a hug.

I must start being enthu!!

I want to be the old me!
Able to face all obstacles!

LALALA!


In the past, everything seemed so simple.
Now, everything's so complicated.


just feeling emo and wierd.
:(


listening to the song makes me want to cry yet smile.
lol.
maybe I'm going mad?













OMG!!!


THEY ARE LIKE SO HANDSOME CAN!!

HOW I WISH...
*dreaming*


I AM GOING TO SEE MY SHUAI GE LATER!!! (((:


Met with Bel this morning to cut hair.
SHE HAS A WONDERFUL HAIRSTYLE NOW!! ((:

Went to Orchard to get my dad's and aunt's presents.
Bel wanted to get the inuyasha sweet.
BUT NO MORE LE.

In the end, we bought this maa-mee look alike korean food.
SADLY, IT WAS MAGGIE MEE LA!!!

Went to PS to meet the rest. WE WALKED THERE! (:
Which was kind of cool.
And Bel was constantly asking me, 'Are we there yet????'
Irritating not?? :x

Met the rest, Estee Da Jie and GF!
Managed to see GF's bf today.

Had Pizza Hut for lunch.
Actually was planning on a 'pizza cake' for Estee and Da Jie.
BUT, THE CRUST WAS TOO THIN!
THE CANDLE COULDN'T STAND AT ALL!!!
grrr...

They were happy with their presents. (:
GOODIE!

Walked around PS and Bel had to buy 4D for her dad.
I couldn't go in yet la. I AM STILL 17 YEARS OLD.
Nehmermind, I AM STILL YOUNG!!! (((:

Home-ed.


Going out later again. LOL.
When can I like start on my IJs????!?!?!
SIANS...
))):


Meeting TINA and WEIYI tomo!!
WHOOPEE!!!



Photos shall be updated tomo! (:

Labels: I suddenly want a bf today. ):

I really hope that my mom would give me more attention. =(


It has been a long time since I cried.
Ever since I broke up?


AS REQUESTED BY BEL...
I shall blog abt today (but not the quiz :x)

Took cab to school this morning due to my lazingness on my bed in the morning. :DD
NEARLY GOT INTO ACCIDENT LA!!! ><

Booked study room and did proj.
Sianzation can!!!
TOTAL LOST FOR ALL PROJECTS.
Can jolly well just bang my head and DIE!

Bel can't even remember if she's YEAR ONE or YEAR TWO la!!!

Went for dinner at Cafe Cartel with Kai.
YUMMY!!!

Roam-ed around CS and TM.
Bought my magazines.
TIME TO START MY IJs!!

Met parents and home-ed.
TIRED~


KUNGFU PANDA is SUUUUPPPEEERRRR nice!!!


Went out with Bel today.
Lazy elaborate.
SO...
anything PLEASE look at BEL's blog. HEH HEH!!!




I hope that I and my mom's relationship would be better.
=)


SAL proj
CB proj + IJ
FAOM proj + IJ
MBS proj
Basic Entrep proj(individual)
Marketing Research proj
FAINT LE LA!!!!

And I've not started those individual projs yet.


WHOPPEE!!!
Watching KUNGFU PANDA later! I LOVE PANDAS!!!


And will you just STOP asking me when I'm free? Can't you sense it that I DO NOT WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU. Go and concentrate on your Os la. Retain once already, don't flunk it.




































































































































































I suddenly lost the mood to blog.



SO DOWN...





GRRRR...

Irritating pig!





AND, it isnt because of him.

I also dunno.

SO CONFUSING!!!







Alrighty, camp tomo!!!

Didn't stay overnight tonight though.


I'm suddenly SO GRATEFUL that I broke. =P

THANK YOU! Heh heh.
I'm like being so sacarstic here la!

But, sorry la.
It's the truth ma.
Good luck ah! =))


I AM SO ENJOYING MY SINGLE LIFE NOW!!!

Tomo!!! GOING OUT with them!
LIKE SO FINALLY!
DA JIE, GO LA!!!!




Was suppose to wake up at 7 this morning to STUDY!!
BUT....
I went back to slp and woke up only at 8.15am when I was suppose to meet Bel at 9!!
Lucky my dad offered to send me to schoo. (: I love him LA!
Although sometimes he is quite naggy. X)


Thanks Bel for going through MBS with me! (:

What I can say it that...
I TOTALLY, LITERALLY FLUNKED MY PAPER!
whatever...

DA JIE WEARS ELASTIC 3/4 JEANS!!!
Wanted to take a photo to show as evidence.
BUT...
Couldn't.
SAD RIGHT!

Had KFC for lunch.
Was laughing so much that my chest hurt la!
Estee's laughter is CONTAGIOUS!!


Estee and Char went home.
Me Bel and Da jie went back to the study room to STUDY!
We were blasting SONGS in the room la!

LOL!!

But... Da Jie was all along playing my PSP. =.=

Bel went home first cause she had some errands to do.
Left me and Da Jie alone AGAIN!
Sad la!
Ask him go home, dont want. =.=

Must be because of my PSP RIGHT!!
Shouldnt have brought my PSP to school today lo!


Left at around 4+5pm.
Home-ed.


I dont understand what is wrong with my mom.

Labels: I've got a pimple on my head. OUCH.

I can just kiss my ass goodbye to MBS tomo.

Whatever notes I made was just data.
Not even information la!

like WTH.



I'm still at lec 4 and I don't even understand a piece of shit.
buhbye!



I can't wait for camp to come.
Shld I go for the campfire?? Hmmmm....


I'm like damn cui-ed now la!


Anyways Bel, I'm alright! =) It just takes time ya noe. =))


I can just drop dead now.


I AM SO GONNA FLUNK MY MARKETING RESEARCH TOMO!!!

Survey errors itself has like SO MANY!
To hell with it.


Gosh, I suddenly miss the studying times with them. =)
Da jie, good luck ah!
Havent even started.

Labels: I miss.... =P

Gosh, that felt so wrong!!! ><