It has ended.



I wanted to type a long post today. But, I just can't bring myself to do it.
In the day, I'm alright.
But...
Once I'm at home, I start to feel weak and tears just flow even how hard I try to stop it.


Thanks Sheena and Kai Ling. Sorry for letting u worry Kwek.

Labels: I just want to be happy

Lunch-ed with the gals

and...


A GREAT TALK WITH KAILING! =)
We just bonded in just an hour. HAHA.


Went for APEL at 2 and we are participating in CCN day!!
SO EXCITING!

I didn't join CCN day for my first year la. SO... Yea...
Understandable why am I so high ba. =)

Had FAOM lec. I used all my energy to try to digest what the lecturer said.
Making me so tired.

And I've got lots of nickname thanks for weineng. =.=


Well, finally I'm here at home. =)




I miss my DA GE!

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What a wonderful day to start by.....

thinking that tut was 10 but actually it was at 11!!
Luckily Kwek was there to accompany me from 10 to 11. HEH HEH. THANK U!

Lesson started and...
My tutor chose me FIRST to tell the class about the 3 ideas.
I seldom get that you know. =.=


Had lunch with my new friends. =)
Didn't eat much though.

HOWEVER...

Was feeling hungry for my next 2 tut classes.
I ren-ed.


Then HOME-ED.







ANYWAYS!!!

A big THANK YOU to SOTONG, KWEK and TOFU for your concernssss.... =)
My 3 wonderful FRIENDS!!


Woke up feeling my hands, legs and mouth numb.

Rushed to the hospital and had to drip 1 litre of the liquid into my blood.
Stayed in the hospital for about 3 hours. ><
I asked for the FINEST needle that they had. Scared-ed.
I was DEHYDRATED and had VERY FAST HEARTRATE n LOW BLOOD PRESSURE.
All 3 come at the same time.

Finally I had a taste of bread! Chocolatte plaitted bread. YUMMY!!

Came home, had lunch. AND...

My mom recieved a call from my aunt that my cousin fell down and hurt her chin.
AND my uncle fainted.

My whole family rushed out leaving me alone at home again. HAIY!


While waiting for them to come home, I watched CSI!! :))


Family home-ed n me went to bath.
Now printing notes and somehow, it aint liking me much. :((

Later gotta go rest again and at night my bro is flying to GERMANY!
I wanna go with HIM!!! :))


whole body weak.

I wanna eat solid food. =(


I have food poinsoning.

N it ain't feel good. I'm now weak n I can't go to school.


HATE IT!



I feel helpless and have no options left but you. Yet ur reply was "busy".
What am I suppose to do?


I seriously dont wanna get stomach flu. If so, it'll be the 4th time. =.=

YIPEE! I'm going out with him tonight. =)






I don't know why my heart suddenly hurts so much. I guess I'm just thinking too much and I hope so too.


Classmates?
I don't even know them at all.
Currently in this week 1, I'll be having no friends at all. I wonder how am I going to survive.

I admit that I am very jealous that he has so many friends to be with while I have none. I wasnt like that in the past. Well, ppl do change ba.



Life really sucks now. I want to look at the positive side but it is difficult and I'm all alone.
What am I suppose to do?


Although I've got a bf, I dont feel I have 1.


I'm a failure in relationships.


Had been having sleepless nights for the past few days.

And, waking up at 6.45am in the morning.

EQUALS to TIRED.


Anyways, tomo is the last day of work.
FRI!! Going back to school to help out for Week 0.

So excited!
Get to make new friends, have FUN!

It has been a long time since I went for this sort of activity.

BUT, I've got to reach school by 6.45am in the morning!!



Really very TIREd.


Had a very tiring day at work.

Wonder how am I suppose to survive when I'm working and am married.
I guess will faint ba. LOL. Must get used to it. ANYWAYS... It's still sosososo long...

I actually had quite a lot to blog today.
But I just get stuck when I'm here blogging.


Or maybe there are too many things in my mind which I don't have anyone to tell.

Haiy. =(



Feel so pathetic.



I WISH THAT MY NEW FRIENDS ARE SPORTY N FUN TO PLAY WITH.
PLEASE!

Labels: Everytime I see our pic, I really miss you a lot.